It sux doesn't it. I had 2 m/c's before Dd1 and although I've had two successful pregnancies since then it still plagues my thoughts.
It's probably not that healthy but my coping mechanism is one of detachment. I think about being preg but not about the actual baby iykwim. It's not the best way to cope but it's what I do. I am freaking out there is something wrong with this bub due to all the meds I've had to take. But there is nothing I can do about if now, except try not to worry, and wait.

Once you reach ten weeks I think your chance of mc goes from about 1 in 4 to 1 in 100. So that's good news.

I know you have your nt scan late so your mum can go but have you thought of having it at 12 weeks and showing your mum the DVD? Might be better for you peace of mind?



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